Last year you were a fatso, you dieted very well , you got a good look from it, that's over. I was really impressed, and you know what, you didn't waste my fucking time like 95% of those asswipes next door. I see some serious potential in you and you could be a pretty damn good bodybuilder, its really you stopping you. Do you want to be a bodybuilder, ask yourself that, if you do , then you gotta be an EVEN BETTER DIETER THAN BEFORE. And this isn't MU just getting in shape and muscular, this is getting ripped up, hard, and muscular, contest ready. That means motivated, in your diet and training!, forget the fucking drugs, thats the easy part. Gotta get your mind into it brother!